Wednesday, August 19, 2009

never ending..

The Life Long Love


When I saw her I knew,
She had to be mine,
Her eyes so blue,
She smelled sweet as wine.

And finally I had her in my heart,
For the first time I was truly glad,
From her I never wanted to part,
I knew being with her never made me sad.

But then, it happened . . .

The sky fell,
The seas overflowed,
Away went her beautiful smell,
And my heart soon slowed.

If me and her were meant to be I don't know . . .

For the feelings are still there,
And when I see her my heart will still drop,
If she left my life I could not bear,
I know my love for her will never stop.

no answers at all..

No Answers


I look to my fingers to write out some wisdom,
I look up above to try and read the Kingdom,
I look all around, in and out, even crawl through to see,
But all I can find is there are no answers for me.

Hesitant at first to admit my feelings inside,
But as time went on, I could no longer hide.
I fell, and fell hard, and had not one regret,
When my heart found love, my mind was set.

You, you were wonderful, too good to be true,
That saying is valid, for I no longer have you.
You came and went, leaving me alone
And now I'm recovering in the place from which I was thrown.

I know more now than when first I came,
What I know now is my feelings are not the same.
So mixed up and jumbled; never making sense
The only thing clear is life is no white picket fence.

I miss falling into you, knowing that you're there,
But now I know that's with somebody else you share.
I won't ask questions because silence will follow,
But I just want to know how much longer my heart will be hollow.

Always

Always


I wish you were here
I wish you were close
and those are the times that I'm wishing the most.

I gave you that ring you wear on your hand
and like time in an hour glass, you slip away like sand.

I want you so bad to hold, and to touch
and that is because I love you so much.

And I want you to know whatever you do
I will always be here

and I will always love you.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Gentlemen Don't

Gentlemen Don't by Gabe Bondoc



You run your fingers across my lips
No I've never felt like this before, no, no
I know I'm young but I know love
And I'd know I know an angel if I saw one

But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..

I'm just a simple man, simple plans,
Good work, take care of my fam,
I'm sure you understand
Because you're heaven sent, independent,
Do you think you need me?
I think I need you girl, baby can't you see?

But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..

Ooh.. ohh.. yea..

Cards on the table
Willing and able
Stable, capable
Of holding you down
I'm just sayin..
I'm not complaining
Your love is worth waiting for

But I know very well

Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..

But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl

Monday, August 3, 2009

sick..anyone?

our school just had a medical screening today and two of my friends were sent home..due to their body temperature being too high?....well, one of them was 38.8 degrees the other a surprising 39.4 degrees Celsius..even the pegawai there was shocked to see the temperature being that high..

mine was okay..was a normal 37 degrees..so ya, went on okay throughout school..but then..after coming back from school, i started coughing, sneezing, have runny nose, and headaches...now i'm burning up..my body's getting warmer, and sitting in front of the fan doesn't help at all.. bleh..

i'm gonna take my meds later hoping it would work things out..so ya..

anyways, this is for everyone out there..try and be healthy in any way possible..

cya =)

*cough**sneeze**cough**peng*

Saturday, July 25, 2009

more quotes..sad..ain't it..

" There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."

" The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up."

" Someday never really comes, does it?"

" No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end."

" It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all."

" Look in my eyes and you will find me, but look in my heart and you will find you."

" I swore to myself it wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself that this was the end. The end of this longing, this yearning so strong... I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong."

" A great love? It's when you shed tears for her but still you care for her. It's when she ignored you but you still long for her. It's when she starts loving another, and yet you manage a smile and find the courage to say "I'm happy for you." "

" And there you are.. holding his hand.. and I'm lost.. trying to understand.."

" Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart."

" Since you've been gone... Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck. When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with you."

" When you lose someone, you don't lose them all at once. You lose them in pieces over time."

" To meet, to know, to love, then to part is the sad tale of the human heart."

" I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets."

" The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other."

" They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading."

" Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you."

" It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time."

" A man is never worth your tears. And the one who is, won't make you cry."

" Of all the moments in my life, you were always there somewhere. Once as a wish. Once as a blessing. And now as the greatest loss I'll ever experience."

" Love hurts when you break up with someone, love hurts even more when they break up with you but love hurts the most when you can't or are too embarrassed to tell the person you feel for that you love them."
Alex Williamz

" I was born the day I met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke apart."


care for a quote,anyone?
guess not..
i'd read and remember one or two if i were you..





back and never better..i think..

heys..i'm back..from all the stress and pressure of exams..

tiring..but ya..been around lately.checking stuff.bdays coming up.my friends and my whole family..believe it or not..my whole family of 4; every member,my mum and dad,sis and i are born in August..my mum on the 2nd, me on the 6th,dad on the 12th and sis on the 13th..so its kinda like a whole month big birthday bash thing..lol..

well,things have not been looking bright and fuzzy lately for me..not counting the exams but ya..its just hard for me to go on like this anymore..i just can't stand it..i've been searching through the internet and various ways to overcome this..but i just can't..heh..instead i just look and stare at the screen of my computer; looking at quotes of people about their sad life...in love and work and stuff..heh..

" I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?"

" Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see her smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over her to ease the pain of knowing that she will never be yours."

" Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you."

" Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you."

" Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult."

has anyone ever had these thoughts in their mind??

i guess i'm not the only one..